Sadness

[marilei]

I lost my husband 2 weeks ago; we were married 28 years and worked together for almost all of them. We have two children; i was with him every day during his sickness and almost all day but I wasn't with him in his last moments; that make feel so sad; at the time of his death i was having very sad feelings in my dreams and my mother told me I was crying; few minutes later I received a call from the Rehab center. Also i feel so frustrated the way sick and elderly people are treated for many of the employees in these centers that even so with you next to them they are abused and you with all the pain feel paralized unable to do anything and if you complaint when you are no there you wonder what happens. I feed sad, I know my husband is no coming back physically but i just want to help those who have no voice.